Atikah!

Moving Mountains

2009-08-13T18:23:00.000+08:00

Since blogger won't allow me to post pictures, I'll move.......(wait for it).........to...................atikahsphotography.onsugar.com

Gabriel Eduardo Saporta

2009-07-10T17:58:00.030+08:00

Megan Fox

2009-06-16T18:04:00.034+08:00

Hannah Montana

2009-06-10T20:05:00.026+08:00

Amyeera Part 1Amyeera Part2
Fard & Amy
Shades in the train, not cool!

Daily Dose Of Big Nose

"Never too young for botox, my friend"

Amyeera Part 3

Cheap & Ugly

Very Cheap & Very Ugly

Typical

" I can't believe how digusting jelly beans taste like!"

That Pose Of Akwardness

Koh Min

Winnie

A moment there

The Man Behind Is way Hotter

We're still friends

Cheap

Erra Inspired Pose

Acquaintances

Erra does it better

Pics from the outing to watch 'Night at the Museum' @ Vivocity & todays outing to Escape Theme Park.

P.S acquaintance : a person whom one knows but who is not
a particularly close friend
P.S Remember to Design For Humanity
by Billabong for the good of our
kids.

Matt Dallas

2009-05-08T20:18:00.017+08:00

San Diego Goodies

Atikah Tregger Musa Part One

Eiyzati Part 1

Atikah Tregger Musa Part 2

This Awesome Uncle Again

Atikah Tregger Musa Part 3

Eiyzati Part 2 feat. Amy and Green Tea Frap.

Eiyzati Part 3 feat. Fuji

Fuji as her UGLY self!

Eiyzati Part 4

Eiyzati Part 5

Eiyzati Part 6 feat. Amy

Eiyzati Part 7

Eiyzati Part 8

Awesomess MnM Dispenser

Atikah Tregger Musa Part 4

Swimming

Toilet

EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW (Bad Moment)

Winnie Tan

2009-04-26T10:42:00.004+08:00

Both the pictures depicts a ginormous nose. Emphasise on the nose. It's hideous.

It belongs to girl called Winnie Tan Li Qing. She's dumb, ugly, weird and did I mention ugly.

There, I updated.

John O'Callaghan

2009-03-30T17:54:00.017+08:00

Sushi!

Magnified Uncle's Awesomeness Eyes

A Rainbow On My Saturday

Ruby Tigers

Ghina Lee'on Imran

Vogue Or Cheap?

Dress-Up

Thanks Alot Cousin

Wands And Tiaras

Hunger Kills

The Cousin

Soba And Tom Yum

Models Do Eat

Awesome Hotness Contagious

Vivo!

20 March, Friday.

Went out with cousins and brother to Plaza Sing. to watch Mall Cop which

I watched the previous day with friends.Then headed to Esplanade where we watched

the Mosaic Music Festival and heard the cool Ruby Tigers. Cool!

21 March, Saturday.

Normal Saturday, went to tuition and then headed to Frontier Library

and ate at Banquet. And there was a rainbow. Cool!

22 March, Sunday.
The family came over to my place and re-vamp my house
to make it look less like an antique shop. I did nothing much.Walk

around an taking unecessary things into my hands. Cool!

27 March, Friday.

Went to Vivo! with aunty to change set top box and headed to Secret Recipe to eat.

Then walked and then headed to Tiong Bahru Plaza to buy donuts and then

headed home and waited for mother to come hoe frm granny's. Cool!

28 March, Saturday.

Went to Civil Defence 3rd Division at Sembawang with Winnie to do

the Civil Defence Basc Course.So much fun! Then reached home at 2.30

then napped and headed to Frontier library with family. Then ate at Feast. Disgusting food

that gave me diarrheo. Found 4 surf books incedentally.Cool!

29 March, Sunday.

Went to Bukit Batok uncle house to revamp house and bond. Camwhored alot.

Princess were the in thing. Cool!

30 March, Monday.

School happened!

Musa Hussain

2009-02-21T19:08:00.010+08:00

the picts were from saturday. My father left for San Diego and reached last night.

I think I am stronger this year as I did not cry.

Saw Oi Pettigrew from LOnely Planet Bluelist. Hot to the max! Yeah! So... I guess thats all!

Just wasted 10 ins of my life

Trace Cyrus

2009-02-01T17:29:00.019+08:00

A smile as fake as plastic!

Braceface-Indie-Dutch

"Stop it"

Pak Long, Mak Long, Cik Yak

"I don't get it"

"Cause if you jump I will jump too"

Cinderella

1234

Monster-Magnifique-Pantyhoser

Thanks alot

Happy Bertday!!

Grace Kelly

2009-01-17T23:13:00.008+08:00

For the sake of being a great individual,
I chose to be patient with her.
I plan to be a graceful young lady by the age of 18 like Grace Kelly.
So, umm, lately, I modified my biodata. I change it
everytime I feel that I've changed
or something.

So here it is:

Name: Atikah Bte Musa
Date Of Birth: 29 April 1995

Current Fav. Band: All Time Low
Current Fav. Food: Peanut Butter
Current Fav. Person: Travis Clark
Current Fav. Word/Phrase: "I know right!"
Current Fav. Pastime: Acting Patient
Current Fav. Colour: Blue
Current Fav. Song: Let It Roll by All Time Low
Current Fav. Brand: VonZipper
Current Fav. Website: http://www.warpedtour.com/
Current Fav. Destination: Mundaka,Spain
Current Fav. Dessert: Cupcake
Current Fav. Actor: Garret Hedlund
Current Fav. Stuff: "Snakes and Suits" T-Shirt
Current Fav. Movie: Surfs Up!
Current Fav. Place In Singapore: Sentosa
Current Thoughts: "What did that person just say to me??"

What I Realised This Week:
1) I tend to space out when someone says something
and I'll just agree with whatever they said. I swear!
2) I have no freaggin' idea what I want to be when I grow up.
3) I cannot stand being patient any longer.

Ok. So that was it. A few days ago I went to
Rauzan's place. He was the one who asked me to start a band.
He called me and asked me to listen to his band rehearse.
His band is called Bolts and Screws. It was cool. I guess.

William Beckett

2008-12-29T20:12:00.004+08:00

Good evening everyone!
Now, at the very moment, I am having a tummy ache and
I am currently thinking of Mr Saifuddin cause I read someones
blog who featured his name alot. Weirdo.

So today, I watched Twilight with an aunt of mine. I thought the
movie was...interesting. The year is coming to an end.

What I realised in 08:

>I have very good vocabulary.
>My hair smells like coconut thanks to Clairols Herbal Essences
Shampoo.
>My cats still hate me.
>My hair looks like Travis Clark's hair.
>I enjoy the company of plain water.
>The band I wanted to start is not starting.
>I am losing my eyesight.
>I love being friends with bisexuals.

Fav. Teacher of 08:
>I hate teachers.What a stupid question.

Fav Colour of 08:
>Yellow for 11 months then blue.

Fav Brand of 08:
>Billabong for 11 and a half month then VonZipper, current
sponsor.

Fav TV show of 08:
>Gossip Girl

Word Equation
(Get a word and write the first thing that comes to min.)

Weird>Cool
Mangoe>Fruit
Starbucks>Cousin
Cats>Adam Taylor Siska
Hot>Atikah Musa
Hayley Williams>Needs new hair colour
Soccer>Boring
Bands>Warped Tour
VonZipper>Sponsor

Jack Barakat

2008-12-22T12:02:00.021+08:00

Some of the things they sell at Sungei Road.
Yunos with my new vintage camera.

Cik Po with her dauhter, Nadiah.

The food we ate at Wisvry.

Siti aka Acee eating dinner.

Acee with her mom, Cik Po.

Cik Po and family.

Yunos feeling it.

Me, Kak Siti and Yunos.

Me, Cik Yak and Kak Siti.

Family photo. Lasting.

You may know us.

Kak Siti and Cik Yak.

Yunos at Wisvry.

In front of a bear store.

Feat. Masjid Sultan.

3 days ago, which was a Friday, I headed to Arab Street with my family

to buy some books and walk around.And ate at Wisvry. It was cool but I was wearing a terrible shoe

which really hurt my leg. Then we went to Sungei Road which was nearby.

Walked around got some cool things. My mom bought my dad

2 Zippo lighters. For $8 and $12. Cool right. I bought a vintage camera for $8.

YEAH!Then we went to snack at Raffles Hotel's Banquet. Then headed home.

2 days ago, which was a Saturday, we went to Singaore Expo for a something.

It was like talk session for/about Islam.

Yesterday, went to Hillview Granny house. Studied a little!!

Today, woke up at 9 plus which was early hen went to the mosque

to pay something then went to the market.Then went back and cleaned the house

as we are expecting someone I hardly even know.

Tommorrow, going to Basketball Trainin. Yeah!!

p.s I love watching Surfs Up

p.s I love the colour blue

p.s I intend to like Vegemite.Which is disgusting.Google it.

p.s I look really really ridiculously retarded in the pictures.

Hari Raya Haji Speacial 1

2008-12-07T23:17:00.021+08:00

So today is Hari Raya Haji. I had like a thousand peopletelling me before I officially remember. I listened to the taqbir at granny hillviews house earlier today. On Friday, my mother,brother and I went to cck granny house to send her to the polyclinic.While my mother and granny were off, my cousins and brother and I did several stupid things.

On Saturday, my mother, father, brother and I went ot hillview grany(fathers side) house till & at night and then went to fetch several people from my mothers faily.Then we went to West Coast Park which had the wormsto play the eletric scooter that my dad bought.Then we went to Adams Road to have super at around 2 on a Sunday morning.

Sunday,today, we went to hillview granny place again to cook for Hari Rayaand the went home at around 9 plus.
I'm going to ccelebrate most of Hari Raya Haji tommorrw atMak Long(mother side) house.
posted by yours truly, atikah.

Chris Pontius

2008-11-30T00:14:00.008+08:00

yesterday was like the day i might hate.the famiy went to the

library till 6 or 7 then headed to Ayer Raja food court to eat.

then went to west coast park.camwhored a little and then walked through

the park.then me and kak siti took a picture near a tree and when

i stood in frot of her,i saw a big worm on her head.

the i screamed like a pussy and she tried to get it off her head.

then she ran towards me and hugged me.what was she thinking.

uuuuggghh.

eewww.

Bronx Mowgli Wentz

2008-11-21T20:47:00.004+08:00

Watched 'The Clique'.
It was supposed to be a movie
that teaches us a something but i
don't really get their point.
But then again,it was good.

Would you rather be a alone

or with a bunch of friends

who secretly hate you?

So today went to Jurong Point to get mommas thread for her umm..

things.Then headed to KFC to eat.then went to Nenek CCk house and i

was like having a great time there.Maybe going to the library tommorrow.

Wish it would rain.Its bee hot lately.

So i finally know what to do for my future.I am going to get a degree or something

then get a great paying job then i will by my momma a house then i am gonna

go for a holiday to Mundaka.Learn things there then come back a few times.

Yeah.Sounds umm..good.I guess.

Thomas Fernandes Hasselhoff

2008-11-13T13:23:00.003+08:00

life is such a bitch.

"The night, or shall i say
morning was long.The only
sound i could hear was the whirring
of the fan and the click clacks of the
handphone as i typed.I felt drained
and tired but i could not close
my eyes.For the past few hours of trying
of trying t sleep,i managed to finish
a book.But whenever i made an
effort to close my eyes,i could not
help but feel so annoyed by with a string
of words.The words '**** ****
******* ***' sang furiosly in my head
as though it was a melodious tune.The words
were not fit together.It was
like saying 'stop ****** ******* dream about
your stupid****** ******* **** thingy
and live your ******* boring life.'God."

Adel Alina

2008-10-29T16:52:00.003+08:00

Hell Yeah!
i just cried.i have been
looking for chance to cry for a
few days now to let go of
some feelings.
well i did not cry for no reason because
im not weird.i watched Alice Upside Down.
its about a girl whose mother died and lives with
her brother and father.but i did not cry because of that.
i cried because there was this teacher who teaches
her ,but she wanted another teacher,a cooler one.
the not cool teacher
was the one who took her feelings to
heart.i think i cried because
i have been treating most of my teachers
badly.MAYBE.
except for Rahimah Rahman.i dont care how i treated her.
and i watched True Confessions Of A Hollywood Starlet.
cool movie.

and remember when i said the cliques were going
to Sentosa? *flashback* well,
i couldnt go.
but then i thought i was the only one
who did not go, but the whole damn thing was cancelled.
Great!
but we are going tomorrow.
actually to survey for the class outing.
i cannot wait.
and when i callled jia yuan to tell
him i will be going,i felt the upmost excitement.
not only because of him lah but because of my kawan:)

later that day.........

today is my fathers bertday so my cooked what he wanted to eat.

Niabelle Sarahfinah

2008-10-26T11:36:00.002+08:00

well,

i realize now that i am so freagin sensitive.

i am proud to say so.

i still have not asked my fathers whethter i

can go to Sentosa tomorrow.

but i have 70% positive feeling.

yesterday i went to Tampines to atted a wedding.

had fun in the beginning but than everyoe suddenly

fucked with my feelings.so i cried.

well,at least i can ope to go to Sentosa to let go of all the bad feelings

tomorrow.

Kimeera Lee'Anne

2008-10-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

today went to school

like duh!

then had a mini wrestling with fard.

then went to jurong ponit

a while.

tommorrow must clean and watch fard embarrass

herself on stage.

cant wait to go to Sentosa with people.

happy that most of my close friends going.

going to bugis on friday.

and i heart nazzer fadli.

SHABUYAH!

what?

ok.

SENTOSA

Meet at Jurong East Interchange Macdonald

between 9 to 10 am.late i will leave you.

and if you say it is boring but you are going,i will not

let you go.i mean it.

Please confirm.

Kimora Lee

2008-10-18T14:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with
SimSim to Queensway then headed to Bugis where i touched a surfboard
for the first time.
i bought a hoodie for $33 and two printed tees for $40.
bought my brother two boxers too.
these week was tough.
had a scolding for skipping school and my phone was
stolen.
how great is that.
well i guess thats all.

If you are going to Sentosa with me, please give me your phone number.

i trust no one but i need someone.

Raphael Ferdinand

2008-10-13T18:51:00.002+08:00

today had school.
it was normal except we went through
papers.
i guess thats all.

Sentosa(Palawan Beach)

Attendance(Full Name)
*Thomas SimSim Jia Yuan
*Izzati Phaten Jefri
*Debbie Shantal Ki'something' Katherina
*Siti Fardiana Bouvier Sanders
*Syafiqah Anak Sape?
*Winnie Tan Li Qing
#Koh MinMin
#Marilyn Ong MehMeh
#Amirah Ducky Phanten Yusoff

Information
*Meet at the usual place at Jurong East
interchange last platform at 9.00am.
*10 minutes late is exceptable but more than
that will carry our stuff.(i mean it)
*Bring food a little bit of food each to share.
*You can bring your old friends or siblings.
*If you cannot go,sms me.

Siti Alimah

2008-10-12T19:01:00.004+08:00

so today went to

religous class and had an exam.

it was difficult cause i did not study.

and then went home and went to fetch cik yak

and then ma long and pak long.

went to Pasir panjang wholesale centre.

the adults shopped while i took photos.

the other two people did their stuff.

then went to cck nenek house.

it was so fun though we did nothing.

ate there too.yum!.

then went to hillview granny house.

uggh.

the wait to go home was so long i felt

like dying.

ok.back home now and im gonna watch

2 fast 2 furios cause i did not watch it on channel

5 the other day.

cant wait for reaper today on channel 5.

and im proud to say that i do stuff witout thinking

which makes me seem stupid.

yeah.cool right.

ok.

Avi Lennox Adams

2008-10-10T14:47:00.004+08:00

i feel like posting earlier today.
today was the last paper for westwoodian.
it was a difficult hml
paper.and i studied really,really hard.
well actually i studied hard so that i can
go wherever i want to during the holidays.

actually can go out anytime when i ask permission lah
but then later my mother confirm say last eh,last eh.
but it was never the last.
hahaha.
nt only that, i want to go to Bali
when im 16.
idk what you say.

going to nenek cck house today.
YEAH!
oh yeah,my titles for the other posts wil
be names i know or people i know.
this post is dedicated to Avi
for being a pain in the ass.

he read my blog which said that i want to go
to Bali and he went there on Wednesday.
then he came back yesterday and he told
me surfing was so fun.
and i was like,thanks for letting me know
that cause im really nt jealous.
Really.

oh,went to lot 1 yesterday with mom and brother and cik
yak.ate kfc and before that i went to
see the new shop upstairs.
it called "Surf N Skate'.i saw a really nice boardshorts
and it costs $80.
i'll save up.

and went to Banquet with MinMin,Finaz and SimSim.
ate there then went to Toys r us and made a
fool of ourselves there.
minmin kept holding my hand.
ok.whatever.and i will try to persuade minmin and finaz mother
to allow them to go to Palawan.

lastly,
whenever i tell someone i wanna go surfing one day,they
will either laugh or give a negative
comment which freakishly pissed me off.
and to my friends,
i heart all of you.

i guess thats all.

waves

2008-10-06T16:46:00.005+08:00

i just freaggin found out
that Billabong Pro Mundaka 08
is happening on the 12th of October.
its like 6 more days.uuuggghh.

nvm.maybe 2012.
ok.next topic.
had maths paper just now.
my brother left for camp for 3 days.
ok.i want to like go somewhere to surf now.
nvm.the first thing i wanna do after exams
is to go to palawan to swim then go back to
siloso to see the billabong
shop there.
i just want to get a surfers tan and
swim.

i have a bad a rash on the upper lip.
uuggh.its like red.
and i bought a new shoe and famous amos today.
yeah.

ok.i want to surf.

and the nearest event coming up
is at Halfway,Kuta Beach,Bali.No Caucasian
surfers i think.its Rip Curl surf and music festival 08.
on the 26th.now,thinking of it,it makes me cry cause i really want
to see people surf live but i could not even attend the nearest event .

Surf Events

1)Rip Curl Surf& Music Festival 08(Bali)
2)Billabong Pro Mundaka 08(Mundaka)
3) Reef Hawaiian Pro(Haleiwa)

and last thing,
tomorrow abng mamat going ns.
ok

handle

2008-10-05T13:55:00.002+08:00

i have not posted for a long
time.i miss myself.HAHAHA!
ok whatever.
so,yesterday went to watch House Bunny!
it was damn nice.
like,really.
ok.

headed to nenek cck house and all then
went home.going to om gemok house today.
open house.
so yesterday,avi finally called me
after a 2 week break.

i missed my a-foot-long-hot-horny-ass-skating-best-friend.
the description is so nice and he called ,e
short-surfer-bitch-super-ass-best-friend.thanks avi.
the point is,he was so pissed off and i dont know why.
it started with,

avi:babe,im back.
atikah:oh.YEAH!i miss you like alot.
avi:me too.
atikah:where did you go?
avi:bali.i thought i told you?
atikah:i fergot or something.
avi:f***.
atikah:what?
avi:im pissed off.
atikah:with me?
avi:no.with adel.
atikah:what did she do?
avi:she tongued Nand.
atikah:so?
avi:i kinda like her babe.
atikah:you should tell her.
avi:no.i have my reputation to keep.
atikah:ok whatever babe.ok now shut up i wanna sleep.
avi:you are so boring honey.ok whatever to you too.i know you miss me babe.
call me tommorrow.kayla's not home yet by the way.ok.i'll shut up.i love you.
atikah:i love you too.

i want to name my son raphael ferdinand.
ok.lots of love.

static

2008-09-11T20:22:00.004+08:00

today,

went to school later as usual.

went back at 1.00pm.

waited for sayfiqah until 1.30pm.

sharp penis came with us to ask abt ez link card.

i hate apit kucing.

uggh.

then before that,in school,camwhored a little.

i heart sharp penis hoodie but not too much.

cancer

2008-09-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

today,
nothing much happened.
had a test on history.
showed my mother my great results eventhough i
received it a few weeks ago.
went home with tatia,fardiana bobal sendiri and syafiqah.
reached home at abt 3.
then saw avi and rafael at the void deck.
they were waiting for me to go to
town but i was tred then the left.
i promise myself that i will study hard this last few weeks of school.
and i keep my promises.
i think.
thankyou miss rahimah for putting me beside koh min because
i can learn better there.
and im nearer to the teacher.
today was the first time my maths teacher did not cal my name or
wrote it down anywhere.
i heart my bag.
ok.
well thats all.i guess.

to all muslis,happy fasting.
patience is the key to success.

mode

2008-09-04T18:07:00.003+08:00

so,
the title of todays entry is inspired by

"ugly betty" 's commercial

ok.next.

i now know what course i want to take.

if have, i would like to take a course in mechanics or engineering if its

the same as fixing/modifying mtors or cars.

i kinda like motors these few days.

in addition.the movie torque is showing on channel five.

maybe its fated.

i told my mother just now abt this and she smiled and said

"so".

that was very helpful.

i wish to have a license for motorcycle.

right now my bed is in a mess bcause i took pictures ust now with them.

tommorrow maybe going to ikea.

not cofirm.ok.

eating maggi today.yeah. my favourite.

then going to eat nachos.

other than that,a french idiot is disturbing me.

he is a perv.thats all.

clean

2008-09-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

so today,
om called me in the morning at 10 which
pissed me off.i was asleep man.
he asked me to call bibik noh(wife).
told me to wait at popular at j.e.
then smsed kak siti but then she came my house
cause she ended tuition early.
then waited for bibik at my house.
then headed to pick sarah leena bte imran.
then went to their house to clean.
kak siti and me asked to help her slean her house
for $2.50 per hour.
then clean2.
we did more than we had to.
then break fast there.
let me be specific on what we ate.

1)tea-0
2)milo
3)burger
4)horrible tasting soup
5)vadei
6)keropok lekor
7)chocolates
8)tepog gomak

i was so full.
hahahaha.
well it was tiring but fun.

speed

2008-09-01T19:41:00.003+08:00

friday
did not go to westwood.
then at 1 like that went to lot 1.
waited for atyqa and nazzz:).
then went to bukit kecik in front of twps.
waited for ayeen and sha.
then went to twps and walked arnd looking for aunty.
then chatted with her and she almost made me cry.
then went walk2 some more then went to cc mcdonald.
ifah and kasot were there too.
then went to cc roof top and poured
pepper,ice cream and sugar on atyqa for bday bash.
then played water.
then went to the block opposite and play some games.
than we all headed home.
i then went to cck granny house.

saturday
brother wasnt at home cause he slept
over at granny house yesterday.
did not go mendaki.
at abt 10 like that went to cck granny house again to
revemp.as usual before raye.
tired sei.
then brother did not go home again cause slept over at
mk long house.

sunday
went to religious class then headed to cck nenek house
again to continue.
then at abt 5 like that we got ready and went to
geylang together.
then bought dates.
then went home.

monday
went to mendaki.
then went home and sped the rest of the
day in front of the computer.

erase

2008-08-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

i just want to say that i want to start things over

with my friends.

everything is falling apart.

so lets stop fighting.

out

2008-08-26T19:40:00.004+08:00

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mess

2008-08-26T19:17:00.003+08:00

a stupid cnversation:(on imesh)

shaungomez:
helllooo

shaungomez:
hii

shaungomez:
im shaun

shaungomez:
and u

atykarh:
atikah

atykarh:
hi

shaungomez:
hiiii

shaungomez:
how old are u my dear

shaungomez:
im shaun

atykarh:
hehe

shaungomez:
heee hee

shaungomez:
how old are u?

atykarh:
13

shaungomez:
coz i dun mind meet up if you're of age

shaungomez:
13!!!

shaungomez:
goodnesss

atykarh:
:]

shaungomez:
but are u open minded?

atykarh:
very

shaungomez:
reallyy

atykarh:
really

shaungomez:
have u had sex?

shaungomez:
kiss ?

shaungomez:
blowjob a guy before?

atykarh:
had sex no

atykarh:
nkiss yes

shaungomez:
blowjob?

atykarh:
blowjob no

shaungomez:
only kiss??

shaungomez:
hiyaaa

shaungomez:
thats not very open minded

shaungomez:
thats normal

atykarh:
not dirty

shaungomez:
but u wanna try huh?

atykarh:
soon

shaungomez:
hahaha

shaungomez:
u done with older guy before?

atykarh:
no

shaungomez:
wanna try?

atykarh:
no

shaungomez:
heee hee why la

shaungomez:
thought u open minded

shaungomez:
can meet all

atykarh:
not dirty

shaungomez:
no la

shaungomez:
just kiss make out a bit

shaungomez:
no need sex

atykarh:
hhmmph

shaungomez:
but i teach u give blowjob

atykarh:
see first

shaungomez:
u stay where?

atykarh:
choa chu kang

shaungomez:
hee hee

shaungomez:
u drink?

atykarh:
no

shaungomez:
u at night got curfew?

shaungomez:
or can come out?

atykarh:
no

shaungomez:
waaahhh so nice huh...

shaungomez:
u got plans tonite or not?

shaungomez:
u wanna meet hang out?

shaungomez:
dun worry about money

shaungomez:
all on me

shaungomez:
how?

atykarh:
today?

shaungomez:
yaaa..

shaungomez:
later

atykarh:
cannot

shaungomez:
why cannot?

atykarh:
let me think

shaungomez:
cann laaa

shaungomez:
how?

atykarh:
let me think

shaungomez:
your handphone number?

atykarh:
yours first

shaungomez:
94229972

shaungomez:
yours?

atykarh:
forget

shaungomez:
u come later la say u leave your house

shaungomez:
at 8 plus

shaungomez:
then come to kembagan mrt

shaungomez:
tonite u hang out my house laa

shaungomez:
ciggarettes drinks

shaungomez:
all i

shaungomez:
go but

shaungomez:
i go buy

shaungomez:
what u smoke?

atykarh:
how i know you wont rape me

shaungomez:
hiyooooo i wont laaa

shaungomez:
like u say just kiss

shaungomez:
hug make out

shaungomez:
but no sex la

shaungomez:
huh?

shaungomez:
why fuck la?

atykarh:
i dont want

shaungomez:
even tomorrow monrning u dont want?

shaungomez:
hiyaaa

shaungomez:
today come

shaungomez:
your ciggarettes

shaungomez:
everything i pay no worry laa

shaungomez:
how?

shaungomez:
hmmm yaa i'll get some drinks for myself

shaungomez:
and u?

atykarh:
i got say i want to go meh

shaungomez:
siigghh okok

shaungomez:
money all i could have give u

shaungomez:
ok nvm laa

shaungomez:
take care

irresitible

2008-08-20T18:35:00.002+08:00

today was normal.
everything went well untill someone
pissed me off.
please lah dei.
stop it ca or not.
i dont care if im going to hurt you when you read this
but i really want to get it off my chest.

can like stop thinking about yourself and tink about how others feel
for once.
please la.
i can tolerate your nonsense at times but
today was at ymy almost breaking point.
confirm i get into trouble tmrw because of you.
thanks.
i guess thats what friends are for.

today i learned a new skill ad now i have sorethroat
because of it.
i am addicted.
confirm.
apit owes me one packet.
i dont trust him though.
i just hope.i cannot tahan oready.

future

2008-08-19T17:47:00.002+08:00

so today had rev up.
had to do vertical run.
jia yuan gave me a stupid joke,"Why must it
be vertical run not horizontal run?Easier what."
stupid right.

hahaha.
a few seconds ago, I watched Kelly Slater surf.
It was BEAUTIFUL.
then i thought to myself where i should go to learn to
surf.then,suddenly, a negative thought struck me,"What if
my family dissaproves of me living Singapore?"

i thought of when am i going to find the time.
i want to finish university.
i want to get a diploma or something.but i want to surf.
right now,the only and first thing i want to fulfill
is to surf.
i hope someone will support me.
if not,i could go and study outside Singapore.
no.i wont.i dont now.
my friends dont really care about what my dreams are.
family,confirm they dont know what i want to do.excaept some though.

whatever.
this is how i feel today:

What's wrong, whats wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
i want to go counselling seih.too many problems.

invading

2008-08-18T19:42:00.003+08:00

today i will state how i have been feeling

these few days through lyrics:

True friends will go to the ends of the

Earth till they find the things you need

Friends hang on through the ups and the downs....

Im feeling like that cause I realised that no one

can be the perfect friend.No matter how we try to be

the friend of the year,nothing will change our attitude.

Well I'll always be there for you

When you need someone well I'll be that one

Well I'll do all my best to protect you

When the tears get me all right

Well I'll be the one that's by your side

I have sacrificed too much for your comfort,

trust and love.You were perfect in peoples eyes,

the one they want as a daughter yet you tell people how bad your

life have been.How selfish can you be.

These are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I can say

I did it.I poured it all out for you to read!

chicken

2008-07-31T20:46:00.003+08:00

ok so today had swimming but did not swim

because had things.

went to kfc after that then went to the park for a while.

thats all for today i guess.

going to sentosa.yeah.

checks

2008-07-30T19:51:00.002+08:00

so today went to school per normal.
durng reccess settled he whole case thing.
so we are going to setosa this saturday.

2 August 2008.
8.30 am.
@ Jurong East interchange last cabin platform twrds Pasir Ris.
Going to Sentosa first then going to Bugis.
Bring additional clothings and money.
Bring food for the gang if can.
Inform others who is going.

secrets

2008-07-29T19:20:00.002+08:00

so today,
nothing important happened
but i paid more attention to mr hannan.
but i still hate history though.
my maths teacher kept on catching me for
not doing my work.
i prefer her though then mrs lee.
she just put it aside for me on my table and walked
away.weird.had road run today.
it was ok.
pe was damn boring as big ass wide mouthed kai xiang
or whatever his name is told sir
we did not do our standing broad jump.

on the way to school took the same bus as iqbal accidentally.
i felt saket hati abit but also felt abit "i dont kow what to say".
ok so the day was fine only it was so hot.
i want my hp back btw.
and im starting to be nicer to some people.

avi called me.yeah.at last avi.
he was unreachable for 2 weeks.
he went to australia to check on the surf school there
for my future.
haha.
so sweet.he also bought me a miniature surfboard!

law

2008-07-28T18:55:00.002+08:00

ok so today,
during folkdance had to dance
wit saifuddin.ppl say i blush.
haha.paisei sei.
okok.
then i found a client called tatia.
in a lawyer.

"I am a lawyer.Ihave a client.I will

always defend Tatia only because she is

my client."-Atikah

swimming

2008-07-24T20:52:00.003+08:00

so today had swimming.
finally could do somersaults.
then went to ljs and had combo 1 with cheese.
then went home.
today did not see what i dread to see so im rather
satisfied.

tommorrow going to play badminton with jiayuan
they all opposite jp.
thats all.

life

2008-07-23T20:15:00.003+08:00

today went to school per normal.
rained in the morning which upseted
me abit coz i worry abt my grandma.
then fard and finaz had a quarrel.
then went for cca.
went home at 4.30.

tmmorrw got swimming.
yeah.
oh yarh.
i have changed for the better.
but then today, two peple made it all go away.
i really want to avoid you but wherever i go i see your
freaggin face.
and the girl,can you stop with all the nonsense already.
its confirmed i dont like him so beep off.

three

2008-07-14T17:47:00.007+08:00

saturday,

went to the library as usual with family.

then headed to imm as usual with family.

then ate and shopped then

i saw saifuddin at burger king then went home.

sunday,

went to religious class in the morning.

then went home.

slept for like 1hr i think then father wanted to got to

nenek hillview place then went there.

then headed to creepy beach.

reched there like at 5 plus.

then swam.

then wait for maghrib prayers to end then swam again

with ck yak and kak siti.

had a girls talk.

then went home.

reached like 11 plus.

monday,

went to school per normal only tired.

then went to the new park opposite jp

with jia yuan they all.

we rolled down a small hill and

i think no one got hurt.

then we took a weird swing and played and fell

then went home saw an accident.

thats it.

im hungry now.

" Chuck, chuck, bo buck,

banana, fana, fo fu- (car stops)"

-Not sure

pissed

2008-07-11T19:53:00.002+08:00

today in so irritated.
by friend 2.
ggrrh.
but whenever i see jia yuan i feel better.
:]
went home straight after school.
took 180.
thats all.

Dico: So how's school going, Raab?

Raab: Ohh, wow, not so good. I lost my

schedule at the beginning of the semester,

and couldn't find my classes for like a month and a half.

I end up getting three D's and an F,

I mean, it's not that bad considering I passed.

bio

2008-07-10T18:47:00.002+08:00

just now went to school
late.
then learned archery.
then went swimming with jiayuan they all
at jurong west.
shan and rozz came to my school today.

1st friend
the way i behaved was the best of my ability to control.
you freggin insulted me and i apologised.
i dont want to curse cause i know you dont know me
well.
"treat others as you want to be treated"

2nd friend
you push me to go first and asked me to quicken my pace.
you know i dont like walking quickly.
you tell me that a particular girl is a useless friend,
did you think about that about you?
i have.
i am not really the best at respect,but at least i stand up
for whats right.
i know as its so obvious that when im insulted
by an outsider you wont be there for me to support me.
maybe i should do that to all of you to show you
how i feel.

“Don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth. Only you can be responsible for that. If you can't love and respect yourself - no one else will be able to make that happen. Accept who you are - completely; the good and the bad - and make changes as YOU see fit - not because you think someone else wants you to be different.”

sports

2008-07-09T19:25:00.002+08:00

eric dill
alex evans
ben barnes

so today,
went to school per normal except for
a lighter bag.
had yoga in the morning as it
was learning fest.
than had balloon sculpting.
went to jurong super bowl to bowl.
first time but we did well.
went with fard,jiayuan.kohmin and winnie.
then went home body all pain.
tmrw gt trial and then archery.
btw i went to school with cik yak.
then tmrw will go jurong west swimming pool
to swim with maybe the same ppl.

"I may misbehave but Im not rude"-Atykarh'

abortion

2008-07-08T19:53:00.004+08:00

today in school

i learned something.

whoa!

during science, we were taught on abortion and

pregnancy stuff.

there were even photos and videos.

eeewww.

me,fard and jiayuan wanted to go to my place

to finish up the english project but he gt

briefing stuff.

so asked him to blanja pizza hut at fico.

i payed $2 and fard gt it all free.

then near go back the time i spotted mr saifuddin.

i panicked sei.

donno why.

then we like act casual i think.

he was with ms marzuki and another teacher.

then we left.

and btw aborted babies can feel you know.

they just could not cry or show their feelings.

imagine acid all over you and all you can do is

endure the pain until your death.

stop abortion.

tauranian

2008-07-07T18:41:00.004+08:00

tron yellow aviators
adidas cream gym bag
leathered chuck taylor sneakers
lee straight slim cut jeans

quicksilver herlequin board short quilted hummingbird bagreef prism board short
superman ringer
snub nose fish surfboard

yellow

2008-07-07T12:41:00.006+08:00

yellow shirt is on sunday!

saturday,

went to mendaki then went home.

went out to pick nenek they all and headed

to creepy beach.

had a bbq.

half way during bbq i slept.

kak siti and abng mamat also.

then was woken up when bibik noh shouted that

my father caught a beracuda.

oooooohh.

then went back to sleep.

then packed up.

went to fill om car up coz its giving out black smoke.

then pak long they all went home.

then om van stopped working exactly infront of admiralty mrt.

but it was 4+ in the morning,

then udin,cik yak and me went to buy food at mcdonalds.

the waited for them to get a tow truck.

then got one and om waited while we sent bibik noh and nenek all home.

then went home.slept.

sunday,

everyone woke up at 3 on the evening.

then went to jln mas puteh to buy cat food.

then went to nenek hillview then went to nenek cck.

ate at nenek cck house.

yumyum.

she makes me smile.

then washed van then went home.

today will update later.

Atikah's careers in surfboarding and photgraphy

haven't been about fleeting moments of fame

or winning some specific prize.In fact,they're more akin to the

drafting and execution of a battle plan,

enacted by a warrior on a mission in perpetuity.Nevertheless,the 13

year old Singaporean is still facing blank pages of which to

pen fresh chapters of her already increadible life story.

Along with the support of her friends and family, she

learned that she could do more wonders in the

following years.

Now, to improve on her surfing skills,she is taking up

a swimming lesson with her friends.

"That's who Im born to be.If you think I have an attitude

problem,I'll be glad to say i do.

And after this you ask me

for my respect, I'll say "I give respect to people wo show me

respect.". And then we'll see who has an attitude problem.".

thunder

2008-07-01T19:43:00.002+08:00

yesterday,
i forgot everything expect seeing
avi with loads of scars.
then he skated on his ramp and stuff.
then suddenly he screamed.
i turned and saw his leg looking blue with
something sticking out.
he broke it.
eeww.
normal.
we al carried him to simons house to prevent
ppl to see the ramp.
then called ambulance and i headed home.
he called me telling me where he was.

today,
went home without seeing him.
thats all.

ps. I thought for all the ppl you wpold at least be there
when no one else was there.

Atikah features stunts performed

by professionals or nder the supervision

of pofessionals.To ensure the safety of

the performers and animals alike,Mtv and the

producers must ensure that no one

attempts to recreate or re-enact any of

these stunts or activities.

-Atikah

respect

2008-06-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

so today,
went to school per normal.
no english or science or maths.
yeah.
ramesh, a teacher who deserves no respect from me,
scolded me at the second last period.
he ask if i want to serve detention.
i was like whatever coz i could ot care more oready.
then went back with fard.
i drank loads of caffeine today.
yeah.
im bloated.
tmrw gt mendaki.
uugghh.

then later going library.
then buy swimming costume.

Bam Margera:Row your boat?

Vito: Row my boat where?

Gently down the stream?

cca

2008-06-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

today went to school later.
as usual.
first dnt lesson.
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggggggggghhhhhhhh.
the teacher was my cca cher.
uuugghh.
went back with fard,tatia and syafiqah.
she scolded me.
small.
hen she say tmrw she want meet me with mr ramesh.
small.
then thats it.
school still sucks.
gonna miss avi though.

ramp

2008-06-25T19:15:00.003+08:00

a very pretty cousin

so today,
went home at 2.
reached home at abt 6 plus.
went home with tatia
but then avi "shit ass" lennox adams
called me.
he is a friend whom i met when p6.
he's 26.
we met when i went out for a skateboard
mini ramp structure talk at library somewhere.

he sat beside me and dani.
then we chatted and we gt to know ech othr more.
today he asked me to come over to his place at
he leaves with his sister at dempsey road.
he built an illegal ramp
in his house.
??
haha.
his sister is kaela rechel adams btw.
they used to live in west chester america.
then invited some ppl over.
watched them skate
then avi sent me home.

that was fun.
i guess.they were wild.
hahaha.

and i gt into trouble with iqbal again.
****.

I was looking at that baboon's wiener

and I'm like, "God that's an ugly wiener."

And I looked down at mine and I was like,

"It kinda looks like mine!"

-Chris Pontius

run

2008-06-24T20:34:00.003+08:00

so today,

went to school then had rev-up.

it was like 1 km plus then had p.e.

we had to run again.

2.4km.

uuugghh.

i tried to jog all the way but was to tired.

i had encouragement from friends so it was

rewarding.

had no history today luckily.

went back with syafiqah.

we both were damn tired.

gt home at 2.50pm.

then bathed and ate durian porridge.

then use the com till 4pm and watch veronica mars:]

then slept till 7.30 coz mother woke me up.

just ate.made tea coz research shows that

it has more caffeine.

i would like to thank:

Alfred Charles Kinsey (June 23, 1894 – August 25, 1956),

the American professor who founded the

Institute for Research in Sex, Gender and Reproduction

at Indiana University in 1947.

That was fun.Let's never

do that again.-Chris Pontius

history

2008-06-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

school.
it was different.
i guess.
tatia is sitting with me in class.
yeah.
there was history today.
new subject.
the teacher is new and attitude.
uuggh.
tmrw gt history again.
ended school at 2 then rushed to find om.
at front gate.

then went to fetch father.
then went to aerogaz sale to buy family outing stuff at changi.
there we bought a lamp and a gas stove.
we planned to have a sleepover at the creepy beach side like
that day.
then went to eat at changi village.
then headed to a furniture shop at sungei kadut.
om wanted to find study table.
gonna watch get smart.

jarren said that i'll be a cool mother one day.
hahahahaha.
long lasting relationships to fard and kak lee and amirah and whoever.

That was intense, really intense.

Well, not really intense, but pretty intense.

-Chris Pontius

picnic

2008-06-22T15:21:00.003+08:00

so yesterday,

went to nenek cck house

to send hidayat.

then went to library with cik yak,

mother and brother.

then cik uwee came.

then mak long.

then we headed to imm to eat.

then went to popular and went to see toys.

at a shop there.

mak long bought this $1 toy.

its hard to find here.

she also bought my brother and yunos rubiks

cube.

its not cube actually.

yunos' is circular while my brother's triangular.

then father picked us all up then on the way

we were asking him to go walk2.

but sent everyone home.

but we planned to go out at 11pm.

hahaha.

we brought food and drinks to sembawang.

its not the park with a ot of people but its a secluded

place with big trees.

and its so dark.

we burn candles and made a

campfire.

then we hanged out.

we were suppose to wait for my father to fish

but he never did.

then we went home at 3am plus.

reached home at 4.

haha.

i slept till 12.20.

cik popo smsed asking us to come but then not sure.

tmrw school.

uugghh.

have not finished my homework yet.

wait till tmrw then copy lah.

must cut nails later.

i hate school.

oh yar.

yesterday on the way to library i saw the civil defence guy again.

hahahahahahahahahahaha.

second time my mother saw him.

hahahahahahahahaha.

thats all.

Doing the best at this moment puts you

in the best place for the

next moment.-- Oprah Winfrey

facial

2008-06-20T22:36:00.003+08:00

so today,

woke up @ 12.

coz yestrerday slept late.

yesterday hidayat slept over.

then just now went to jurong est

there to do facial.

i dont like calling it facial.

then the dctr is my aunts friend.

she is very generous.

she cleaned my scars.

pain sei.

she use needle and stuff.

i was crying like i lost a lved one.

really.

i swear.

its like slitting your hand continuosly.

she also did my brows.

it only cost $38.

then went to hillview granny place with hidayat.

i stil have nt seen my face till just now.
there was a hole with blood on it.
mak long paid it for me.
she was not there though.

hidayat called his mother just now.
then he showered.
then he went to my brothers room and
cried.
he said he could not sleep tonight like yesterday.
but im sure its because of something else
my mother was furios coz she say
he ngade2.
then they wil sleep with me tonight.
uuuughhg.

Never let the fear of striking out

keep you from playing the game.

-Cinderella Story

cribs

2008-06-18T21:14:00.003+08:00

dreams

2008-06-18T20:59:00.011+08:00

6 bedrooms

10 bathrooms

1 pool

1 hot tub

1 mini ramp

this is my crib.

"Hi MTV.Welcome to my crib."

hahaaha:]

Happy are those who dream dreams

and are ready to pay the price to

make them come true.-- Leon J. Suenes

acee

2008-06-16T20:33:00.005+08:00

yesterday,
was acees bertdat.
Happy Birthday.
it was held at my house.
woke up at 8.21 coz i had a stomache.
went out and saw no one but the curtains of the
master bedrooom was open saw went back to sleep
but canot.
then herd the door open.
it was my mom and brother.

then helped wipe dishes coz cook already.
then it was 10 like that.
watched tv.
then played volleyballon with brother.
then ate.
played again.then scraped my skin off my
skin from my arm while playing.
then arnd 12 like that cik yak called ask to
go down to help carry stuff.

then went up.
unpack and brought them to put their stuff into my room.
then mak long came.
then the rest came.
then went to wedding at the opposite block.
then came back and grandma broter was at my place.
then adults talk2 laugh2.
then they went home.
we played games at 5.
first we played parcing parcel.
kak siti got the first forfeit.

she had to suck on a lemon.
i had to sing a song for acee and give a yo mamma joke.
then played a few more games.
i was grouped with kak siti,yunos,udin and syukur.
we won all the games but 1.
we were also recognized for teamwork.
wow.

then pack food,ate cake,gave present,cleaned then they went home.
cik popo said she wanted to celebrate her birthday here.
haha.

today,

was normal.

did homework i the morning.

for sure will get scolded in school

for nt attending cca.

whatever.

so im gonna start putting meaning full words for posts.

if i remember to.

love you all.

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.

Watch your words, for they become actions.

Watch your actions, for they become habits.

Watch your habits, for they become character.

Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

-- Author Unknown

images

2008-06-16T16:15:00.010+08:00

these are the pictures from 8th June.

read one of my entry.

i think 9th june.

early

2008-06-13T20:48:00.005+08:00

so today,

woke up at 8.

mother wanted to go to

the market.

bought meat and veg.

then went to buy decoration and gifts.

then went home.

spent nearly $150.

then went home and mother cut meat

and stuff while me and brother decorate.

it was tiring.

then finish i went to sleep for a while.

then sit and watch the avatar at nickelodeon.

nice sei.

hahaha

then prayed and eat dinner.

and my uncle called saying ghina is in the hospital.

shes sick.

i want to visit sei.

nvm lah.

will pray for her.

compilation

2008-06-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

8th june 08

went to malaysia on a package trip.
went to have breakfast at osman.
the food was horrible.
then went to desaru fruit farm.
went to see the mini zoo there.
ate there.
the part i enjoyed there was the durian
there.
yumyum.

then went to angsana.
nt enough time t shop sei.
then cik yak bought a few boxes of
pizzas.
at the immigration,the police realise that we bought
lots of donut.hahaha.
sat with kak siti for the whole trip.
:]
went to mak longs house to end the day.

9th june 08

cleaned up my room coz sedare are coming on the
14th.
made a baner for acee(sedare).
its her bertday.
my room is so mch cleaner now.
thats all.

10th june 08

did ntg today.
watch veronica mars at 4.
thats it.
ntg much:]

3 june 08

2008-06-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

so today,

woke up at 12.30.

yeah.

then went to the market with mother

and brother.

went to shortened my skinny.

then went home and watched bratz the movie.

then surfed the net and marked ooks of my cousins.

changed blogskin.

gonna watch epic movie aftr this:]

then went to read perezhilton.com

to read the gossips.

was thinking of steve-o while waiting for the next pge of

the website.

then there was steve-o.

so fated.

he was sent on the 3rd for rehab instead of jail.

better what.

cant wait for jackass 3.

i love steve-o.

and surfing.

cd guy

2008-06-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

so today,
was woken up @ 12.
uugghh.
went to aljunied for the levi sale.
i was so nt in the mood coz just woke up.
it was fake dude.
the jeans i mean.
uuugghh.

then went to lot1 ljs to eat.
so a few months back,
i told you bout this civil defence guy who's
damn hot, i saw him again today.
finally my mom saw him.
:]
hahaha.
and i just finished watching dr. steve-o.
thats all.

parental guidance

2008-06-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

so today,

watched jackass again.

so,fard told me that she planned to

have a picnic at sentosa.

nt sure can go or nt.

going to levi's sale tmrw.

mother wants to not me.

so,took pictures of myself.

was feeling bored.

but dont feel like going out.

so,i tried to jackass on my bed but failed.

and yesterday i realised that steve-o is 34

this year on the 13.i guess.

whatever.

gonna eat after this then watch jackass.

jackass

2008-06-03T19:18:00.006+08:00

sarah(rw)

brianna(rw)
greg(rw)
william(rw)
dave(rw)
joey(rw)
kimberly(rw)

preston lacy(ja)

ryan dunn(ja)
steve-o(ja)
wee man(ja)
bam magera(ja)

chris pontius(ja)
dave england(ja)
ehren mcghehey(ja)
johnny knoxville(ja)

yesterday,

umm,woke up @ 7.00.

uuggh.that was just great.

went to escape theme park with brother.

reached there super early like

9 plus so ate at mcdonalds.

then went to top up my funkey card

then went to buy brothers ticket.

went in and there only like 20 people.

it was rather boring coz not many people to humiliate

myself with.

we took the inverter and pirate ship for abt like 10

times ech ride.

haha.

saw the 2 guys that were flirting with marilyn that day.

one of them was hot:]

then headed to sentosa.

played and explored.

ate bk @ vivo.went home after that.

bought big gulp for mother with lots of ice and little water.

her favourite.but i drank it clean.

today,

went to lot 1 then jp.

saw iqbal at lot1 with his girlfriend.

he dyed his hair.still ugly.

then went home.

these few days i've been watching JACKASS and

REAL WORLD:HOLLYWOOD.

and i also wanted too learn to surf so badly that it

hurts me too thik that i have to leave my family to learn it.

uuugh.

im heartbroken.

coz a guy i like is attached.

nt iqbal.

but im strong.i just wanna surf and join the jackass.

hurry

2008-06-01T18:23:00.002+08:00

ok so,
tdy went to hillview granny house.
then went to cck granny house and
went to sheng shiong.
thn went arnd cck t look for daun ubi.

so tmrw going to escape theme park again
with brother.
want somone to go with us.
so tag me.

quick

places

2008-05-31T11:43:00.003+08:00

so,
i was just going through some interesting
places i Singapore brouchers.
i thought we could go to wild2 wet or
theme park first.
then we can explore sentosa.
its an interesting place.

wear slippers or sandals and
shorts pants or something.
then we can go eat or something.

gt any suggestions??

umm

2008-05-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

so today,
ntg much happened.
did the house work in the morning
then watched some movies.
till now.

wanted to go sentsa but fard was busy.
i think would most prbly go out tmrw.
looking for sad movies nw.
feel like crying.

ok.
so if you know an interesting and cheap
place to go to in sing.
tag me.
:]

need names

2008-05-28T21:06:00.004+08:00

imbhia station

vivocity

siloso beach

so,
woke up at 7.30 today.
gt redy and stuff and headed to Jurong Est Mrt.
it was drizzling so i prayed from cck to je for it to stop.
then i felt like crying coz everyone was excited bout the trip
& it rained.
*that was bitch flick moment*
so waited for umm marilyn they all to come.
then they came.
jia yuan cheered me up by saying that if west rain,est wont.

waited for fard until 9.01.
we were sppose to gather at 9 u know.
then called cindy they all.
took seperate train.
headed to the est.it was a long ride babe.

ate breakfast @mcdonalds(mcgriddles) and met cindy they all there.
then letted our food go down first coz everyone was full
and jarren bought bdae cake for marilyn and jia yuan.
then went to downtown by bus no. 345 or something.

bought tickets and stuff and went for the rides.
took the family roller coaster first followed by something.
i liked the pirate ship the most coz it makes you feel a near death experience.
so took the rides.

me and jarren were the braves ones who took the inverter.
it was nt that scary.
pirate ship scarier.

then there was this particular ride called flipper.
marilyn was scared so me & jarren pleaded her to take the ride.
the conductors were male,cute abit.
they were flirting with marilyn.
yuccks.

for most of the rides i shouted i love taufik and they replied
taufik sucks or atikah sucks.
so today i kept saying once in a lifetime coz
i have been doing stupid things.

headed to habourfront at 1 plus coz we basically tried all the rides
more than once.
took the monorail to sentosa then alghted at beach station.
went to siloso beach and played there.
it was empty coz there were dak clouds.
we jumped in the water,ran like a romantic scene to ech othr
and more.

i gt my skinnys wet but i dont care.

walked up to imbhia station.
along the way i walked barefooted as it was slippery
and once in a lifetime.
so we reached some where there and there
was this pond thingi.
i put my leg in it and some tourist saw me.
paisei abit.

then walked arnd the merlion.
then headed to vivo.

it was cold there as we were wet.
jarren acts like a sissy by nt getting wet.

so went to the sky park and played water there.
too mch water today.
then saw a playgrnd downstairs and went to play.
we looked rather stupid.
i fell in one of the stuff there and sure gt alot ppl see.

then ate at ljs.
played again
then went to toilet to dry ourselve.

look for the mrt.
went home.

so me and fard combined our companies.
my tootmania and her outing planning thing.
we plan outing for holidays
and only club members can go.

and saw some ones ex at dwntwn.
so thats it.

gonna watch taxi 4 aftr this.

TIMOTHY OLYPHANT IS HOT.

marilyn im sorry for getting you into trouble with your mom.

important

2008-05-27T18:23:00.002+08:00

if you're going to escape tmrw read:

do not wear slippers.

be punctual.

u may bring you're othr friends.

wear something simple.

clip up your fringe.

cut your nails.

unfold your skirt.

tuck in your shirt.

no ankle socks.

i guess thats all:]

so today,

woke up @ 11 plus.

saw no one @ home coz mama and brother

went to market.

then spend the whole day on the laptop.

just finished watching die hard.

the new one.

and...

timothy olyphant was in it.

this time he died though.a bad guy.

he;s my new crush.

gonna watch the girl next door aftr posting.

u wanna know why that movie?

well timothy olyphant is in it.

cant wait fer tmrw.

hitman

2008-05-26T21:51:00.005+08:00

just finished watching hitman.

timothy olyphant is rather hot.

gt the 30 position in a class of 36.

yeah.i rock:]

failed 2 subjects.

nt bad eh:]

these are some qoutable qoutes in hitman:

Nika Boronina: What are you going to do?

Agent 47: What I do

[last line]

Agent 47: I told you to leave her alone, you should have listened.

Nika Boronina: What colour underwear am I wearing?

Agent 47: You're not wearing any underwear.

{melt sei}

earthquake

2008-05-26T10:39:00.002+08:00

on saturday,

went to library with mak long they all.

then ate at bagus.

shopped at daiso and then....

went to swensens and ate earthquake.

its a variety of ice cream on a platter. yum.

the next day,

went to the beach.it was nice sei.

the water would still be at your knees

when ur 2/4 into the sea.

today gt ptm.

haix.

i found out that it would be raining

in the late mornings on wednesday

the day i wil be going to escape.

thats all.

movies

2008-05-23T20:34:00.004+08:00

steve talley in american pie
matt long in sydney white

michael copon in bring it on

so yesterday, watched Sydney White & Bring it on,

since theres no school today.

the actors were hot sei.

ok so,

today,

watched Rambo,it was nice.

then American Pie Beta House.hot guy too.

so thats all.

watching 40 yr old virgin.

stomache

2008-05-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

i want this:]

so today

fard and me had stomache

i felt better half the day.

went for my cca today.

it was my second time for the 2 semester.

haha.

the *toot* cher say she kick me out

then complain she nvr.

ok fine.

i gt 2 prove you know.

then saw mr saifuddin today.

twice.

released @ 5.45 m.

gggrrr.

informed that gt cca camp crap

in june.

winnie westwood ask if i gt go or nt when she olready

know my answer.

"ofcourse not"

going to escape theme park on the 28 of may.

that is the 3rd time i changed days.

cant wait.

the day b4 that,gt surprise for someone.

tmrw gt lesson till 11.30 pm.

then must clean2 class.

then released.

don wanna hand in consent form so must

fast2 cabot school.

cant wait for holidays:]

today

2008-05-20T19:42:00.004+08:00

went to school per normal

had rev up

I ACTUALLY WON IQBAL

yeah

went to lot1 aftr school

with fard.finaz.eera.shahira.izzati

shahirah humiliated me

thanks alot.

thats all.

sunday

2008-05-20T18:48:00.010+08:00

sunday,18 may 08

went to religiuos in the morning

went home at 10.30.

waited till 1.00 than pray.

headed to cck to fetch cik yak they all.

went to jurong west to meet up with the rest.

planned on where to go.
went to west coast park but packed.

then went to changi beach park.

played games,climbed trees and more.

it was fun.

at night went to mk long house

ate durian.

then went home @ abt 11.

pics:]

human

2008-05-17T22:12:00.005+08:00

was wokenup @ 10 today.

hmmmm.

went to look for ct food until

reach west coast sei.

then went to pasir panjng wholesale.

saw hillview granny.

grrr.

then went to bukit pnjang al ameen.

then went home coz cik yak coming.

tody very hot then boring.

bad mixture sei.

cik yak came.then my show off

brother showed off his short clip.

uggghh.

then my mother said that we maybe go

hillview granny house.

i dread going there naturally sei.

then angry went to sleep.

was woken up like a stray dog sei.

was i a human to people.i gave up crying then

woke up.

went to sent cik yak then to jurong west to

buy meds for granny.

haix.

then went home.

on the way, Ghina called to ask wether tomrw

gt outing.

then planed tmrw go find field to play.

cnnt wait for tmrw.

ps. i know you're my brther but try to mke my life

easier.for now i will now take that blame.

tags:

fard-tk abes2 ah kau

jia yuan-you make things sound digusting

kak siti-ikah tu kk siti nyer eng bagos tk yah

pki susah nye word.

amirah-lek ah.mataer kau tau.

fard-tk yah sudh.

naz-ok

Debbie the Dog

2008-05-14T20:01:00.004+08:00

Debbie Katherina

long time no post

was busy with stuff.

did ntg much today.went to school

as per normal.thinking of sleeping early today.

thanks to fard, hafiz thinks i like saiful.

haix.

watever lah.

tmrw maybe going jp to buy wallet.

we had a quarrel with erra.

watever.

and gt this female dog in class

Debbie Katherina,she is so bitchy sei.

she nt voted by the lass to be sc then she find her

force him to include her.

we call her Babi _ _ _ _ _ _rina.

haix.

so thats it.

The day b4 T3

2008-05-05T17:54:00.008+08:00

ken watanabe:]
ferras:]
bow wow:]
chace crawford:]

waloa.
sunday very boring sei.

went to religious class in the morning then went

home.

mother & father cleaning house.

spend the whole day at home.at night

watched the last samurai.

ken watanabe is hot.
ferras is hot.

chace crawford is hot.

bow wow is hot.

tday

normal day in school.saw iqbal first thng in the morning at school.

gt eng.stupid chiobu cant continue reading but kept

talking to us.gt us into trouble.the attitude cher scold2.

attitude sei.btch lah.

at art jiayuan cried bcos of kenneth.stupid.

klah.nt much.

going to t3 tmrw.

Friends

2008-05-03T20:43:00.003+08:00

so today went to mendaki as usual.

dhaniah reached there damn late sei.

shes like talking to the bitchiest girl in class.

hahaha.

then rushed to jurong west library to do lit.

project.

very rajen rite me.

of coz.im the leader lei.first time.

watching Man on Fire now.assasins alwys

capture my attention.i dont know why.

u see,my friends in school are fghting or hating ech othr.

nt sure why.

ugggghhh.

at least i have othr friends rite.

oklah.nt much hapened.hmmm.

Lifes like that

2008-05-02T20:04:00.004+08:00

pic found in books at library:]

have you ever felt like you just want to
talk back to your parents and nt make them
angry?

well at least i have.@ exactly 7.58pm.
when i gt back home everyday,i see her sleeping.
if only she was there to greet me home.

but i understand that she's tired so i wont mind.
i've put up with so much in my life.i was strong but i am nt.

so the story goes...
@ 7.58pm,i asked her how do i get to jurong west library.
all of a sudden,she asked me,"dont you know that we will
be a attending a wedding tmrrw."she was angry.

i was shcked like hell sei.i touched my forehead in stress as
i wondered how i would explain to my grp members.
she screamed "your face is always like that when i bring up
a small matter."

******* sei.
i cried and tried to call jarren.
in times of need he refused to answer.
she then told me that i did nt inform her abt tmrw
despite the many times i told her.

ok.
that aint important anymore.
i shall be strong.

*****************************

in school today,
during bml,cher was nt there
so we talked a lot.i was saying that iqbal maybe was dead
as i did nt see him for almost a week now.
but then during reccess,
he was the second person i saw.

great.just great.
hai.

then aftr school went to lot 1 again with
fard and syafiqah to walk2.ate yong tou fu.
cost us $6.30.it was shared btwn 3 people.but me and kak siti
and i once spend $13.50.haha.

then walk2 and went to the library for ntg.
saw a few horrid pictures.
ate ht fudge sundae then saw nabil and co.
hot as usual.going to harbourfront to skate.
spyed them from far.

so saw 2 guys i long time no see.
great.

qoute for the day:
"I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

"Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray"

Shuffle

2008-05-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

Learn how to Melbourne Shuffle - wedancehard.com basics tutorial

Belated

2008-05-01T18:53:00.004+08:00

acting cte for the pictures as usual:]

i still dont get that face aftr a few years:]

one day holidays are a good time to rest but

a bad time to enjoy at times.

today ntg much happened as some peoples exams are coming.

i surfed the net almost all day.

atikah mohsen bte musa:]

went to hillview nannys house in the morning

as she will be leaving for Kedah.

abng sobri bought me witch face wash products

for my bertday.

haix.

tmrrw gt school sei.

tuesday got trip to t3.

yeah.

thats all:]

Lot 1

2008-04-30T20:07:00.004+08:00

today:]

put an 'N' on the hand and read:]

at health zone:]

the day aftr my bertday
was half the fun from yesterday.
listening to Finally by Fergie now.
very deep sei the song.
had a good sleep just now.i was so tired after
walk2 wit Syafiqah ad Fard at Lot 1.

lost Ivy along the way.ate at Food Junction.
we ate carrot cake and laughed like hell
for ntg.then went arnd Lot1 to search looking
for Syafiqahs present.

she wanted to go home but Fard purposely
wasted time.we had fun.
jarren gave me a thumbdrive as a bertday present today
and a pacifier.hehe.

tmrrw no schol.yeah.and i did nt see him for two days now.
but i saw Taufik today twice.melted ech time.but the
second time was rather humiliating as i hit Koh Mins breast.yes.
made cookies for home econs.
it turned soft as Ms Marjuki added extra egg for us.
it was nice though.

Bertday

2008-04-29T20:42:00.004+08:00

'happy bertday to me'

went to school as per normal

as i was so tired.went to sungei buloh the

previous day.

i had fun there.me,fard(she gave me a card really sweet) and jarren actually had the

most fun.we walked last as we walked damn slow.we get to

spend more time at a spot.we talked abt mating of the animals

and stuff.

today is my bertday.

kak siti smsed me at 12.20am to say happy bertdayand she bought me elmo

that i adore.

so sweet.then in school marilyn gave me a frame,

followed by jiayuan,a pencil case and keychain.it was so sweet of them sei.

the period b4 reccess we had science.i reached lass last coz kena caught

by Lim Chiau Li.

reached class only the class sang bertday song fer me.

sweet rite.

i love them little by little ech day

except for the attitude ms rahimah.

at night yunus called to say happy berday.i was surprised.

ten mother gsve me a watch and father some money.

yeah.gt black forest as a cake.haha.

im full now.from monday,energy bar have been the topic of my

life.it dosent actually work.next week i will be going to terminal 3.

i'll have soo much fun when attitude teacher nt there.

-ily-

Help

2008-04-25T16:09:00.003+08:00

i thought i didnt like him
but i just realise i did
he is on my mind for days now
uggh.

kak siti i need your advise.
my love life sucks:]

Treaty

2008-04-17T19:06:00.004+08:00

treaty of friendship

as promised jia yuan:]

advanced

2008-04-14T17:23:00.003+08:00

like this w shower gel:]

yesterday..
went to mak longs house
gt family gathering..
received presents for advanced bday.
om gave me an ipod nano
that i cant on until today..
cik popo gave adidas set perfume & shower gel
smells nice seh.

cik uwee gave a printed t shirt with supernatural pic.
bibik nur gave me a t shirt with some cartoon

today nothing much to
blabber abt.
i will link/relink people soon kay:]

Sakura

2008-04-07T19:02:00.004+08:00

Saturday

went to mendaki in the morning
as usuall..
dhaniah was late..
well actualy we rarely come early:]

then gt back home
my dad borrowed his company's 14 seater
van..he gt home at abt 3+pm
went to cck to fetch my grandmother
move on to hillview to fetch my filthy rich aunt
and my grandmother..

moved on to clemanti's sakura..again..
ate dinner there..nt that fun lah..
then there was this waiter..
hot sei
his name was GYsomething
very unique ah..
took pictures of him..
i took from far but afiqa,my cousin
took upclose..hahaha:]

Sunday

went to madrasah..
me and naz was late so we waited at the staircase
nvr gt caught lah
went home and waited for my father like about 2hrs
then went to pick up the family mmbrs at cck
went to meet the rest at Jurong West
headed to The Cheese Prata Shop
very slow sei they work
then headed to Upper Pierce Reservoir
went via Holland Village
mother side family used to lived there
it was funny when cck grandma gt confused where she used to work and all

UPR has many monkeys man
but cute lah
mak long brought some small balls
so some of the boys played base ball with
a stick..others played soccer..than changed to rugby..
i decided to join and get rough
played and was so fun..
laughed more though

then played dog & BULL as stated by aunt..
boys vs girls..i had the same no. as my tall cousin,Taufiq
my uncle and father disturbed the boys by pulling their legs
when it was their turn to run
so we won a lot..
it was on grass so nt that painful
alot of people were watching us screaming and stuff

we made people laugh..
hahaha:]
it was fun..
then went to sembawang and ate
went to JW to wash the van
and thats it

Monday

was late
then mr siafuddin rmbred me sei
shocking rite
then he taped my shoulder and talked to me

my body was aching due to yesterday..

but worht it:]

p.s going to post pics tomorrow

Family outing

2008-04-04T15:17:00.003+08:00

love between anything:]

ntg much happened in my life..
well actually on 30 marh went to clementi's SAKURA
with
;mak long :pak long ;abng mamat ;abng taufiq ;yunos ;kak siti ;cik yak ;shahidah ;manman ;om gemok ;bibik nuh ;sarah ;ghina ;ayah ;mak ;syukur ;me (my mother side of the family)
it was so fun..
before that everyone complain of hunger
coz never their 'previous day dinner' and breakfast
hahaha
cute lah they all..
ate alot already then we waited and talked and took photos..

"blood nevertheless is thicker than water." i once said.

than went to pray at the nearby mosque
headed to Pioneer Flower Shop
then decided to got to Holland Village
it was my mothers previous home
she said it changed so much
it was beautiful there

so
tomorrow,
i heard that i am going to Sakura again with my father side of the family
hope it will be fun
and i wont feel left out

and i changed my braces colour to bright green

lost

2008-03-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

never give up on hope:]

last night,
i could not sleep after going to my
mother side grandmother house for a while.
earned $4 massaging my aunt.
reached home at abt 11+/-pm.
so i decided to lay in bed but
still my eyes would not shut. and so, i watched
'How to loose a guy in 10 days'.it finished rather fat
i guess.yet i still could not sleep.
everyone was in bed. so i continued watching tv.
it was 'Down with love'. interesting show i must say.

i guess it was 2am when it finished
so i laid on my back and listen to some slow,soft songs on the Mp4.
then,i started to think maturely (very rare of me to do that).
i started thinking abt what i was going to do with my life.
was i going to get a degree?
what will i be doing?
its hard when you're young and thinking shit.

what i really wanted to do was...
1. be filthy rich
-probably hotel business or my own fashion label
-why?
*so that my family could lead a better life.
2. travel across America to visit all the states there.
-with?
*a best friend who when together, it seems like we were
Rob and Big.
*a Mustang (second hand would do) which 'we' bought with
our hard earned money.
-to do what?
*do the things that are exciting, fun, limitless.

"if i could i would"i once said. :]

dissapointed

2008-03-19T18:34:00.002+08:00

*i was tired man

again
got scolding but now from
discipline mistress
haiyer.she know my name bicoz of
old hag lah.complain to dm abt me
now she knows my name.
stupid teacher.
some more got scolded in front of 3a
very paisei.but can tahan.

in the morning,
gathered at the hall gallery.sat with friends.
then...
Ms Rahimah came in but i did not realize until...
Jarren,Jiayun,Cindy and Koh Min look at me.
then i realize..
Mr Saifuddin was there.
Cindy was smiling like a retard but very cute.
Mr Saifuddin took our attendance.
i was sitting at the last row so nt that close.
wasted seh.
but then saw him for 30+min coz
gt in touch presentation.
very lame lah.see him can already.

and for the first two periods of the day i
waited patiently for eng..
but then to my disappointment ,only that teacher
came in.angry man.
then i shall wait for tmrw and friday.

and yar.
tmrw gt music.hvnt practice the keyboard thing.
then the teacher is dm.good.she rmbr my name.
just great.today oso nvr go cca again.
for the fifth or sixth time.for sure kana scolding again.
at least tmrw go school late abit.

bad enough day

2008-03-18T18:05:00.002+08:00

today very horrible then good day.
first of all,i thought today Rev-up(a day of
exercise in the morning) was going to be horrible,
but it turned out to be FINE.
then when i went up to the hall to assemble,
my shirt was untucked and my socks kept coming down.

then the stupid mrs lee caught me.
as usual, stopped me in front of the whole sec 1
and some sec5.i dont feel paisei but rebellious.
i felt like showing attitude but i had to control rite.
asked me to take out my socks and throw it away.
two times already seh.my heart pain.

then she even escort me back to class in case
i go back take my socks. please lah.
then i went back to class thinking that ltr ask cher
can go toilet or not. but then cnt. so delay until recess
time.went to the hall to find, but then nt there.
my heart from pain to breaking.

haiye.
if onli today gt english, my day would not be that bad.
u know why, coz gt Mr Saifuddinn lah.
but den dont have
sigh.
then i had to walk like an idiot coz the back of my feet hurts.
nvm.i endured.
then had to explain to MT teacher why i was late for MT.
Nt my fault seh.nvm.
had to go lot1 for a while to go buy socks coz dont
want mother to know i gt into trouble again
IM SORRY MOTHER

but then when i went back home, i saw someone.
the guy from BUKIT PANJANG GOV. HIGH
still as handsome as i last saw him a few mths ago.
he was nt wearing any shirt then,playing basketball.
how man.hehe.

at least tmrw gt eng. and my mother said that
we would go to KL on Friday.cnnt wait.can take picture.
long time nvr go Malaysia.

i guess thats all.

P.S _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ please lah i only kidding rite.like that oso angry._ _ _ stronger.

two in one

2008-03-17T17:31:00.003+08:00

well, last night,
my maths teacher called home.
she told my mother that i always hand
in my assignments late and i would
not write the homework in my handbook.
blah.blah.blah

my mother lectured me then.
but before all that happened,
i went to Jurong Point to watch Step Up 2.
saw channing tatum. So cute.

then went to my hillview grandmother.
went home afterwards.
then all that happened.
the scolding thing.and today i heard from some
my friends that she talked abt me last Monday coz
i did not go for her remedial.she say i lazy dot.dot.dot.
she even told them that she would send me for detention.

its only detention lah.
stupidlah
bad mouth me..

but smth good happened
a trainee teacher came into my english class
today.
very handsome seh.Mr Saifuddin.
abit like Taufik Batisah.

kak siti

2008-03-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

thanks to kak siti
i found out how to modify my
blog
she rocks
at times
today went to mak longs house
coz its her anniversary
nenek oso follow
then went home
called naz to confirm when to watch STEP UP 2
agreed that we would watch it
tommorrow
cannot wait leh
but most of all
THANK YOU KAK SITI
she made my day:]