so today had rev up.
had to do vertical run.
jia yuan gave me a stupid joke,"Why must it
be vertical run not horizontal run?Easier what."
stupid right.

hahaha.
a few seconds ago, I watched Kelly Slater surf.
It was BEAUTIFUL.
then i thought to myself where i should go to learn to
surf.then,suddenly, a negative thought struck me,"What if
my family dissaproves of me living Singapore?"

i thought of when am i going to find the time.
i want to finish university.
i want to get a diploma or something.but i want to surf.
right now,the only and first thing i want to fulfill
is to surf.
i hope someone will support me.
if not,i could go and study outside Singapore.
no.i wont.i dont now.
my friends dont really care about what my dreams are.
family,confirm they dont know what i want to do.excaept some though.

whatever.
this is how i feel today:

What's wrong, whats wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
i want to go counselling seih.too many problems.